As I wrote, Mommy took my virginity. Later in life, when her having groomed me came to fruition, our first time together was a mess. She ground my erection down to nothing and proceeded to squirm around on it while I looked up at her, thinking she looked like my brother. I felt molested and left after she fell asleep. Of course, I was back four days later, but her vagina scared me so damned much, I simply could not get in it because it cost me my erection every last time. That never stopped. Even years later, I’d have to rub my limp penis around on her pussy till I slipped in and then grow hard.
The third or forth attempt, holding her from behind, I finally managed to climax. It was the very best experience of my life, that first time. Sublime the way heaven must be. It didn’t change me forever, I don’t think, though likely. I was raised to fuck Mommy and a fool to think I could without becoming forever hers. Even still, ten years later, I simply know like I know that water is wet that my dick only belongs in her pussy.
“You fool.”
Just a few times, when Mommy and I moved to embrace, she'd groan, "You fool."...
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I never came inside her!!!
This landscape of a heart . . . maybe someday she'll want to explore it. No one else will ever be able to...
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I couldn’t be everything to her
Mommy became everything in the whole world to me. She loved me since before I was born simply for being me. I will love her till the day I die. She took my virginity. If I never sleep with another woman, I’ll be okay with that. But I couldn’t be everything to her because she...
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Mommy Took My Virginity
During my first summer home from college, I came home drunk one night and woke feeling like a million dollars. There was something about the way Mommy was looking at me and all that had passed between us that motivated me to stay up until 5:30am, drinking at home the next weekend. I distinctly remember seeing beige and trying to sit up but being unable to, leaning slightly to the right. Then, and this is very clear, I smelled something horrible and thought, "That's my semen. Everyone is going to know I've been jerking off. Blackness returned and my dad came in around 4pm to tell me my mother had burned a skillet of fried chicken. I found out what happened years later. That evening, she would only mouth "no" and harshly shake her head whenever I caught her eye. Was I abused? I was masturbating every night in the study...
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I Love Knowing I Belong to Mommy
Sometimes the thought troubles me, but this is only because I need it to be true so bad and I'm scared it isn't. I know this because I try to feel that I belong to her when I play with myself. Only when I'm certain it's so and things could not be right otherwise can I cum. Mommy is one of two women I've cum for in the last ten years. My body is hers...
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The First (Second) Time I Came in Mommy
As I wrote, Mommy took my virginity. Later in life, when her having groomed me came to fruition, our first time together was a mess. She ground my erection down to nothing and proceeded to squirm around on it while I looked up at her, thinking she looked like my brother. I felt molested and left after she fell asleep. Of course, I was back four days later, but her vagina scared me so damned much, I simply could not get in it because it cost me my erection every last time. That never stopped. Even years later, I'd have to rub my limp penis around on her pussy till I slipped in and then grow hard.
The third or forth attempt, holding her from behind, I finally managed to climax. It was the very best experience of my life, that first time. Sublime the way heaven must be. It didn't change...
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Mommy Fucked My Sissy Ass
In retrospect, it was one of the nicest things she ever did for me. If it had been some other woman, I would have felt corrupted. If it had been a man, I would have been self conscious about being gay, but it was my Mommy. And I loved it. I loved her dick. I couldn't stop begging for more.
The very most erotic thing I've encountered in this life is being down on my knees with my forearms folded before me, head resting upon them, offering up my ass to my mommy, and feeling the weight shift behind me on the bed. She was just like a man, sinking into me just slowly enough that I didn't cry out. Oh, God, the helplessness of it. We had a ten and a half inch dildo, so I was getting fucked whether I wanted to be or not, and I loved it whether...
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The First Time Mommy Saw Me in a Dress
The very first time Mommy saw me in a dress, her jaw dropped and she said, "This is the real you." I've learned how weight to lend to those words and I'm giving up my career as a computer programmer to get a relaxed office job so I can live as a woman for a year. Maybe I'll even wind up blowing my boss. 🙂
But I really, really what it means to be a woman. I want to be treated as a woman, and I pass frequently enough. I want to flirt with men. I want to get fucked. I want me, to at last be me...
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I Knew I Would Love Mommy More
When I was seven years old or so, my mommy would tell me that she loved me more than any woman besides the woman who would marry me. I never told her, but I wanted her to love me more than my wife...
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